Sunday, January 31

The beginning of a new journey

Hello there, 

 I'm Crystal... a girl in her mid 20s decided to blog about herself , life, dramas, love-life and the whole journey of figuring whether to adapt to this new change she was forced into or leave it all behind and move back to the familiar.

Ever since my beloved parents decided that it was time for me to come back “Home”  because apparently they think i have spent too much time outside the country (not considering the fact that i was born and raised OUTSIDE the country!)  i just can not fit in this society i just can’t, no matter what i do i still end up losing my self-control wanting to book the first ticket out of here.

So far, i think have gone through the main phases of an emotional breakdown… Denial – Depression – Anger and i think it’s time for acceptance, that’s when the blog idea came to light, what’s better than an online diary to track my emotions/progress ? Plus, i can see other people’s thoughts about the whole thing as well ! Great.. 
i don’t know what I’m doing next, all i know is I’m missing Me. This has definitely changed me in so many different ways, i don’t know if i will go back to being what I’m used to be, i don’t know if i CAN, i don’t know if i will adapt and settle here and become “Kuwaitified” (if that’s even a word!)…. Through this blog, i’m taking the baby-steps to figure myself out.
 And this is my story.. Day by day as I live it.

Enjoy x 

8 Reactions:

Hopeless Poet said...

Welcome in :D
Tell us more about you :)

Even Sweeter said...

Welcome to the blog-sphere babe!

7aneen said...

Update ! I wanna know more ;P

Anonymous said...

welcome to the kuwaiti blogsphere!;p Now you'll get to read about kuwaities and see how they think and will make the process of being Kuwaitified much easier! :P I'm kidding ofcourse;p But seriously, welcome to the world of blogging and of course everything takes time especially moving into a different country with different lifestyles, standards ad way of thinking! But sooner or later u will get the hang of things and find urself, once u find ur own group of friends and create ur own niche, its not so bad, really! :)

Charmbracelet said...

Hope it goes well for you crystal..=D
where were you before ?

Crystal said...

Hopeless Poet, Even Sweeter, 7aneen .. Thanks girls for the support :)

Thanks, i honestly hope it really not so bad!

I love ur name.. So cute.
Coming all the way from Boston MA *tears*

Hopeless Poet said...

I am not a girl :|

Crystal said...

Omg, I'm so sorry.
I've been reading your blog for a while thinking you're a girl. Thanks for the heads up :)